Recovery Process

Haven't been on for ages and totally fotgot about this site. I know you have all been waiting to find out if I am an ex-smoker. Well folks I haven't had a cigerette since Dec 27th 06. Used Nicorette gum for 3 weeks and my girlfriend who basically said that if i smoked, she would leave me. Cigs or love. Love wins hands down.

Thanks Sujata

12th July

Started work at 5am, by 9pm got strong urges for a cig. I confess I had 1 but it was the small marlboro cigs you get. Resisted for the rest of the day.

I mainly buy cigs at garages when I am putting petrol in and smoke alot whilst driving. Things to look at.

11th July

Second day and no cigs to report. Only felt the urge once today but decided I wouldn't and rewarded myself with a magnum icecream instead!
Played golf to get me away from shops.

What Does It Mean?

Process is about my recovery from my present lifestyle to a new 'dawn'.

I am a 31yr old man, overweight and a smoker. I have always hated people who are unfit and overweight and after seeing a recent photograoph of me, I have turned into that person. If I was a footballer I would be in my prime as such its now or never. This blog should only last 2-3 months maximum and by the end of it, I will look back and hopefully see and feel a difference to how I am now.

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